Up at 5 a.m., I was pitying myself
I stood on the folded chair, I couldn't even tie that belt
Couldn't even tie a noose, but you do everything so well
And you left me with precision, holy shit, the way I fell
Right down to my knees— (Totally better than Nirvana)

Up at 5 a.m., I was pitying myself
I stood on the folded chair, I couldn't even tie that belt
Couldn't even tie a noose, but you do everything so well
And you left me with precision, holy shit, the way I fell
Right down to my knees, I felt oh so dumb
Said you wouldn't leavе again, but then you left me with the crumbs
Of a halfway conversation, now my brain's so fucking stuck
On you and that fucking morning that I snuck inside your room
Yeah, I snuck inside your house, and I was mesmerized by you
When you led me upstairs, you remember what I do
You remember what I did, I was happy like a kid
You were all inside my mouth at your parents fucking house, stupid bitch